Ugh. I can't believe it's February....before long it will be summer and I'm so out of shape. I feel so gross and fat. My thighs are huge and I just look gross naked. From here on, I'm going on a diet and I'm gonna try to start going up to Burkwood more. I usually like to go when I have a free day in the mornings but now with school and work I never have time. Plus, I'm never motivated to go home when I get home at 6 in the evening. If I was really dedicated I guess I could wake up and go to burkwood at 6 AM --psh. Eitherway I'm just really disgusted with myself right now and I need to be in better shape. I miss tennis and I miss how active I was when I played. (too bad the deuche bag coach at Bridgewater made me hate the sport to the point that I quit).
I need to get in shape. BAD.
Considering I just saw this picture of my arch-enemy the other night......
((I wanna look like THAT when I'm 40))
I also bought some sexy lingerie with my VS card Fred got me. Too bad I'm embarassed to wear any of it for him, because I don't look as good as the models. When I put it on I just look frumpy and cellulitey. Ughhhhhhhhh
I'm losing weight and getting toned.
Starting tomorrow, I plan on getting in shape and looking like Jennifer by summer.
NO EXCUSES THIS TIME.
